Saturday, February 6, 2010

The Drunk Ways

I wrote my last blog in the heat of the moment.  I have told no one my true thoughts and emotions on the catastrophe, yet it was the least commented of all of my blogs.

It is because it was too long.

There is no certain length of words which to describe something so spectacular (whether truly wonderful or absolutely terrible) .  I feel absolutely lost in the words I wrote because those are what I still feel.

I don't feel words are necessary for that.  My drunk driving is enough to say- I was a loser.

I don't want to blame anyone for my ways.  But I will always blame you, in my heart, because you have destroyed everything I've built in the last ten years all by drinking three beers, and your luck was passed on to me.