You know what? I love you guys. I can't answer every single one of the comments I was left, and I'm sorry for that.
But I will tell you- I love my readers. I love my commenters. And I think I'm okay with life.
A lot has happened. I still haven't moved. I still don't have unlimited access to a computer. But- I still have my same readers and friends. GOD I love YOU for that!
Okay- so onto the update-
This week has been emotional. I haven't kept dry-eyed for even one day. But I will tell you, every day has gotten easier.
Chris and I have officially broken up. At this point, we are both safe to say, it is the way it will be. I can't say I completely agree, but I do, for the most part. Last weekend was hell- literally.
I won't even go into what I went through, but I will tell you the gist: D and J will not leave, and I am now the second (or third) woman in the picture. But you know what?? I am okay with this now.
I've had a week to digest moving to Colorado, and giving up my life here, in Phoenix, and to the heat in Arizona. And I don't change my mind. I am excited. I've cried every given moment- even tonight- but I am still excited. My friend says she likes it. And she is also from northern Michigan. I think I will follow her footsteps. I haven't seen her in years, I will tell you, and when we talk it seems like just yesterday.
I've never had to worry about her as a roommate, and for that I am grateful. However, everyday I have to spend longer with Chris makes me more anxious. More scared. lol. Is that a word?
Okay in the middle of all this, thank you SO MUCH AGAIN to Steph. I am taking forever to update but she has AGAIN given me an award! I love you!
4 ghetto sass:
I gave you an award to:D It was a few days ago, but you didn't post so I couldn't leave it in your comments. I think it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Hang in there. It will only get easier, and who needs a man anyway, right?
aww...hope everything gets easy and you find it enjoyable there.
:)
I'm commenting for the first time. I liked your blog. =)
tk care.
I don't ever comment and well i think i'm over opinionated and i think you currently don't need to hear it! Of course i think you're a emolous (fab) Blogger! I think you're tough considering your current situation and are handling it a lot better than i would (short of beating the crap out of your ex i'd try to). Xoxo
Hang in there. It sounds like you have a great plan, and I think all will work out. Still thinking about you.
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